Posted on: Wednesday, April 11, 2007
Posted at: 6:59 AM
sorry about this but i am EMO!!! these few days emo until cannot emo le. for once, i din care abt wat others would think and i just emo in front of my class. dots...but not for very long la, i cant be emo very long when im with my class...lol...
im sorry about this but something's affecting me...people can laugh over it and be obssessed over it, but its really affecting me... i said like so many times to some people le...a bit mad to think of such things at such age right? although me also got think a bit but i really think we all a bit mad le... hahaha...
i want to grow... come on la, nobody ever wants to stagnate down there one lo... like duh...but how come a lot of things seems to be all my fault ah? i always have this feeling...sometimes i dont know how to argue, so i will just accept its my fault. sometimes me like very petty and unreasonable like that, but u think i want to feel that way? i always swallow and swallow and try to forget abt it. yeps, its all small things...maybe i seem small... but the emotions and probs keep coming and coming...i can only look to God since i dont noe how to make others understand...
hahahah... tired and emo... but i realise that when u are emo, u type emo stuff, will be even more emo, so im actually feeling deep in the dumps when i type this post. i love music!
