Posted on: Tuesday, March 20, 2007
Posted at: 6:23 AM
today i fasted! half-day fast! unfortunately, this was one fast when i felt really going to faint. i ate breakfast in the morning before 7 some more lei...
haiz...a little disappointing. i got pray. my classmates were all eating la, and i watched them eat, but the temptation was not so bad. at least i still can drink water. yesterday i din feel like eating at all lo! today i just felt like eating a little. haha. but its not so bad for the first half of the day. its only like in mid afternoon then my stomach started rebelling like mad. practically going to cry. never felt like that before. haha, last time hungry also wont feel like crying. this time stomach a bit weird weird de, pain but not really pain also.
but good la, i go home then quickly pray and read bible for like 30 mins. i read finish esther! lol. and i kept thinking abt pastors, church, my unsaved friends so that i can carry on till 7pm. but today fasting was quite bad ah, tot like want to faint le, so useless sia. i got keep asking God for strength, but maybe never ask enough. haha, but i will try again some time this week.
nevermind! its ok! at least i feel ok now le, during dinner scarve down my food like mad. haha. maybe i kept thinking abt my stomach and food this time i fasted cuz pain ah, but i noe that my heart is real, just din noe exactly why my stomach was behaving in such a weird manner today. haha.
jiayou!
