Posted on: Wednesday, March 07, 2007
Posted at: 11:30 PM
tml is friday! got cg! haha, i want to go,that is if i can possibly get out of sch without getting into trouble. today i pon le!
if i can have faith and courage then everything will be ok le manx... yeas...
thought of a lot of ways to pon, 1st: go sch, then submit the subject combi forms then at lunch run away. but lunch ends at 12, dunno whether gate open. 2nd: go buy uniform and wear and hide in library until 12.45 then quickly run away. 3rd: tell ogl that i will just be coming school to submit the form then i will go home cuz i sick. (2nd and 3rd is sylvia suggested de) my face so pale, maybe will work, but if the teacher call my house then i die lo. plus i will feel so guilty for lying to everyone including my parents.
ogl wants us to tell him if we decide to pon, but what if they dun let then i die lo. and i dowan to give them trouble also cuz i understand they must be accountable for us ma. if i can get the courage to just dun care and just run away manz... which solution is better?
but i prayed, and i am not going to think so much, juz see what happens tml. i believe that God will make things alright. i will have faith that everything will be fine, i wont get into trouble with the sch or my parents! yes! amen.