Posted on: Wednesday, March 14, 2007
Posted at: 6:57 AM
i shall feed my blog, cuz im feeling terribly overloaded with food. hope that i can transfer some of my nauseatic feeling to my blog. sorry blog.
haha, i realise that im actually quite selfish. haha, my mum keeps telling me that but i just sort of admitted it recently to myself. lol. must change. i want to have a big heart, i dont want to always dig at the small things in life, especially money, i am very particular abt money. i need to have a big heart, and i am working on it. not me alone, God is helping me to work on it too, if i allow Him.
although i still feel sianz and all that depressing feelings, i want to marvel at the blessings God has given me! i cant really count them, but let me list a few. God has given me: His everlasting love, His Son, a purpose in life, great family, great friends that are really great, great pastors that love us all, blessings financially, protection, a great church, great computer, and a chance to live life all over again!
whenever i feel like throwing tantrums or getting depressed again, i will start to count my blessings! it works.
yay! haha, i feel sad for those having a purposeless life. sad, not sorry. its just that they dont know jesus. i am getting used to sa, seriously, i m just starting to blend into their wadeva culture, and im getting a little worried, i do not want to conform to that kind of culture! i dont want to just go school like its just any normal day, i m going to change hearts there, im going to spark a revival, even if the spark is very small, God will make it BIG! AMEN!
