Posted on: Wednesday, February 07, 2007
Posted at: 1:24 AM
yesterday had stomach pain for the whole day in school...worst is i still have to stay until 5.30 for lit. i like lit, but its always the subject that makes me go home late...haiz.. waited like 2 and a half hours for this lesson. long breaks sometimes make me sick. haha.
i miss my home! that is what i kept repeating to my cg people yesterday...so i think everyone was like...haiz...but then i gradually realised that it is not home that i miss, what i missed was my lifestyle. suddenly felt so weird sitting at the fitness corner watching my CG people play bo liao hand games to kill time. very dry inside with nothing better to do. maybe others may say, take it as a chance to interact, to do ev. but i just can't. the feeling inside is weird. i dont want to waste my time, but i really dont know what to do. and its like 80 percent of my class christian le.
so yesterday, was quite a crappy day for me. i really wanted to run back home to hide in the embrace of God instead of wasting my time since i dun really talk to my cg people de...
maybe people may think im whiny but i really feel terrible! i really wanted to do something but i dunno what. so fine lo, think me bimbo lo, i dun really care. when people feel terrible and oppressed inside, they don't really care about anything.
o level results coming in 2 days time! tml should pon school or not? see first lo... yay, something to look forward to. LOL
haha, today im ok, i will get out of this weird weird feeling de!
