Posted on: Monday, January 15, 2007
Posted at: 12:29 AM
yay! im finally blogging after days of stagnating...haha. wow, its a great feeling when u blog and ur com doesn't hang. whoo! i love my com! its a black lady! lol
ok, so these few days quite slack, and im not looking forward to lessons at all. secondary school life seems how many years ago and jc is just not really enjoyable. haha. haiz.. i tried to talk to new people lehx but the things that they talk about ah, i would rather not listen. and they talk online quite late and i dun like going to all the arcade, pool place they go, so i always seem quite anti-social ah...haha. haiyo. how to get into their lives eh? i don't want to be friendly, i want to be friends. God help me.
although st andrews is a christian school, the christian stuff they do however causes me to miss heart of God church even more! is that a good thing or a bad thing? well anyway, i realised juz yesterday how i can be in church, yet still miss church. i was worshipping and then i suddenly miss church and the people there a lot a lot even though i was there. haha. Daniel rawks manz! He can worship! Not sing but worship! i love you daniel, deep down in my heart... haha, but God, i love You the best!
now another problem is wad combi im going to take when my o lvl results are finally released. my uncle and my mum talk to me a lot lehx, and basically, it was about how useless it was to take lit as a subject and that i should take science. they asked me to choose between passion and reality! ya right, like how can i choose? eventually i will juz take science la huh?
and then maybe i will juz turn up to be some science idiot with a morbid sch life.
one sentence to summarize how im feeling for these few weeks
'my heart is dry, but still im singing...'actually this is my fav line from the song and it describes exactly how i feel. haha.
