Posted on: Wednesday, January 17, 2007
Posted at: 2:03 AM
haiz...ok fine. im feeling a little teeny weeny down now, but see ting wei belinda will always be see ting wei belinda! i belive see ting wei belinda will not stay down foreva! i will always be ok after half an hour or so. haha.
anyway, juz decided to blog abt how im feeling cuz i dunno how else to let it all out. school is not exactly nice, i dunno why but after pe i especially missed home a lot. haha. im still a mummy's girl. yea, that i have to admit. guess i juz need some time to adjust to the new faces, new environment, new changes etc.
i found quite a few fellow christians in my og and class and i sort of talked to them for quite a while la. good to hear them share about how their lives were changed after they really committed themselves to God. but then some pple who claimed to be christians are not really on fire. i asked them why they dowan go church, and they said they were lazy, church quite sian, their friends not going there also.because their friends go then they go de. then i asked them how abt God? and then they tell me they do believe in God but just dun like go church.
reminds me of wat pastor said. You like the head but not the body. haha. no la, im not condemning anyone, i just feel very sad for them. they dunno how much they are losing out and the fact that i know doesn't really help. haha. i am getting seriously too soft-hearted. my heart just goes out to them. its kind of irritating sometimes. they can treat God like a last resort and although i laugh and talk and crap with them, inside i feel so sad for them. and got 1 friend told me how he will like to get them for Christ, and i dunno why but i just feel something a little wrong somewhere. about the way he told me. but i cant just point out where is wrong exactly. haha
alright, so i went looking at people's blog and started reading then this nostalgia suddenly hit me and then the song 'i simply live for You' just came playing and i Almost wanted to cry. of course, being see ting wei belinda, i didn't. haha.
so many people lost, so many character flaws unchanged, so many pple not really growing. its sad isn't it? but its ok, cuz God will always be God. do you get what i mean?
ok, im back! im fine again, this time took around 20 mins. haha, woots.
