Posted on: Thursday, December 21, 2006
Posted at: 10:41 PM
Hehehx..me blogging..i should stop saying im bored..too depressing. Haha. Christmas!!! Woots! Something to look forward to! Yay! Violet and my other friend say they coming, but im worried, especially violet ah..the things she tell me she would do if there is any biblical stuff involved. Nvrm, I will have faith that God can melt the hardest of hearts and open the hearts that are so tightly shut. Faith faith faith arise!!! Haha. My heart simply goes out to those who are not saved yet, to the point that it becomes desperate at times. Hahaha.
I want to be like pastors! Especially like pastor lia! I want the genuine heart that she has for people, I want the passion that she has for God, I want her great ability to speak so well, I want..a double portion of whatever she is!!! Sounds very greedy, haha, but I know to achieve to that point, its going to take a lot a lot of effort a lot a lot of growing and a lot a lot of God! Haha, I know wat Im trying to say but its just that I dunno how to put it properly in words. Sometimes words juz destroy everything. Haha.
I have a feeling that PO is going to be more intense next year. Just have that kind of feeling, but nvrm, next year then think. There is only so little time left until the end of the year and I have another feeling that if I dun get most of my friends by this year, next year will be so much harder, what with jc commitments, studies and all that blahx.. I am always feeling something. Haha.. I am going to believe that God is in control. I have to believe or else I will juz faint nxt year when I go jc, its scary manz..
Ok la, shin really committed adultery, abit la huh. But yul is melancholic! I dunno why, the way he speaks juz kind of give me the creeps sometimes. There was once he spoke with so much passion and fiery that it sent tingles into my heart. LOL, ok, that is Lee Yul, NOT Kim Jeong Hoon. I must get it right..but I prefer Lee Shin lehx..hahaha..crazy le la..
