Posted on: Saturday, February 03, 2007
Posted at: 12:08 AM
yay...yesterday bus tour was fun. haha, especially since we dun need to get off the bus. me lazy ma...lol
alright, i have been hearing stories of people's lives, how depressed they are, how confused, how helpless they are. but i have also heard people share how all their lives were changed by the power and love of Christ! it does not mean that their lives remain any easier but its just that they have found refuge and strength from Christ their Lord. its amazing and it further pushes me to reach out to others.
i have a goal, its not really a goal, just something in my life i want to acheive. i dowan say yet. wait till i acheive le then say. haha. but life with something to work for is definitely different, i get pushed so much more in trying to attain it. haha.
i feel so protected in church, so happy, so happy in the house of God with friends and pastors and leaders. haha, now i feel a bit sian and blur blur when i go to school or go somewhere else but church. lol, but i know i must grow out of it. lets make everywhere like heart of God church! i really love and respect all my pastors, leaders and friends. its really comforting to know that amidst all the other people in the world i face, there are always people in church who love me and a God who dotes on me a lot a lot. its the thing that really keeps me going, that keeps me from falling into depression. if i am now in jc without God, without church, i would seriously have given up and died. its so hard to talk to people la and the way people respond to you, haiyo, i feel like hiding away from them! but the difference now is i have people in church who love me and a God that dotes on me a lot a lot!haha. random. i have been telling pple in sch how much i love my pastors my friends and my God, so they all know now how much i love church. my cg pple even know my church name le, cuz i declared it during gp, so my teacher also know le. haha.
