Posted on: Thursday, October 19, 2006
Posted at: 8:38 AM
Yay, im going to graduate le, or rather, I have graduated already. Graduating ceremony was er..emotional? actually I was not really affected until I saw violet crying, I dunno why. It only kind of hit me after we sang the school song for the last time and then I saw violet crying, tears all over her face, after which I started to frown and the next thing I knew I was wailing. I cannot cry quietly so whenever I have to, I will cover my mouth with both of my hands to subdue the sobs. Haha, its quite funny. Anyway, this school is the place where I really experienced growth, heartbreaks, and most importantly, this is where I first knew Christ. So, actually, the school has a lot of my memories, good and bad. Oh, and my tears too, I think I cried a lot here. Anyway, I am not going to get emotional again, actually I thought I was past that stage, but graduation day proved me wrong.
I was having this really boring talk on the phone with violet, and we started discussing about rani. Yea, how fun can the conversation get when u are talking about rani? Lol. Anyway, violet told me it would be almost impossible for rani to get into rjc but I told her maybe a miracle will happen. After all, I believe in miracles. And violet told me if rani can get into rjc, the miracle will be like the miracle of me marrying lee joon ki or kim jeong hoon. So rani! Did u hear that? You must get into rjc, then I will be able to marry lee joon ki or kim jeong hoon! My fate depends on you ah! Haha. This is very bo liao, but then we were bored, and violet started laughing at me and scolding me for daydreaming as usual. Haiz.
This is so boring, everyday there is nothing to do except studying and watching tv. First I will study, then watch tv, then study again, then read bible, then watch tv again, then study, then watch tv again. My life now revolves around these two things. Aiyo, so sian. This is bad cuz weird thoughts will pop into my brain when my mind is idle. Stupid, so im learning to be independent and strong enough to discard all these weird thoughts and prevent it from messing up my mind, my heart etc etc. I got so bored I randomly twisted the song Perhaps Love(theme song of Princess Hours) into a praise song. Haha, no, it does not sound nice but then, it is just randomness.
Jiayou for o levels manz! Jiayou jiayou jiayou! God is with you.. and me!