Posted on: Friday, September 15, 2006
Posted at: 3:40 AM
A tragedy happened yesterday..i lost my wallet, finally I had to pay the price for my carelessness.. I lost my ezlink, 6 bucks, my barbie wallet, the cards stuffed inside pple had given me and my whole packet of ear sticks! Sounds like a small fortune I lost eh? Aniwae, its weird cuz pple will usually start to panic and I tried to make myself panic and it unfortunately didnt work. There was this stubborn calmness that refuses to give in to fear. I thought I was abnormal. Hahaha, im serious, usually I will panic like mad and start crying down there. Everytime I do. I think this time, it was God. So I went to eat then went all the way to ang mo kio as the cursed 135 bus goes there in order to search for my missing pink barbie wallet. But the person tell me that the bus driver never picked up any lost items, so well ya, I lost my wallet and then the reality started to slowly sink in, but then, there was still no sign of panic in my heart although I went 'how? How? How? die liao!' so many times to sylvia. So there was nth we could do so we sat down in the middle of the interchange and started singing 'From the inside out'. Haha. Actually the one thing I was super scared about was how to tell my mum, but aniwae, I called her and told her and that was when the real thing came. Haha, luckily she nvr scold when I go home but she told me I have to use my own 20 bucks to pay for ezlink. Dat 20 bucks meant for building fund lehx! Hope I can find alternatives or receive some blessings. Ok, I feel bad abt my ezlink and my barbie wallet but I have decided to think of it in a more positive manner. By losing this wallet, my mum will most prob buy another new one, maybe I will get back even more blessings and maybe this will teach me not to be so blur but I think the probability of this happening is 0.01 so ya.
Oh, and I have to say something, thanks seal for accompanying me all the way to ang mo kio and for lending me transport fare and for being juz there cuz there is a high chance that I will not noe wad to do and remain blur and walk around panicking but doing nth useful. Oh yea, im sorry for causing u to have to walk in the rain with me to get to the 162 bustop, I still dunno where it is, forgot liao, and sorry to make u lose ur study time. Are u touched sylvia?!?!?! Haha, eh, cry ah..And my mum found the whole stack of money for my building fund, luckily I came up with a more or less convincing story but I still got scolded aniwae, haha.