Posted on: Thursday, September 21, 2006
Posted at: 7:29 AM
Never in my life have I felt so broke. Haha. Im practically left with $0 and I have to keep worrying every single day whether my mum will find out that I used all of my money. I also dunno how I can pull it off manz. I juz pray that I will have enough money somehow to replace the money I used before she finds out. The weird thing is, I dun even noe where I spend my money, lets see. Hmm, oh I realised that I din buy anything for myself except today go eat fish and co. mostly is used on presents and building fund. At least I finished building fund. Now I juz have to find some money to cover the rest of my expenses. My mother very nice, she everytime will provide me money no matter how broke she is, so I feel very sorry for spending it all away. Weird, I also nvr eat much nowadays. Ahh, life without money juz lacks some sense of security, I pray that God will bless me soon ah..
Oh sylvia and fedora! I finally opened the bible u all gave me a long time ago today! I wanted to open it long ago but then Im always worried that I will make spoil, so keep until now. But I opened it today very carefully, (I still keep the plastic thing covering it). If I open on my birthday then got more meaning mah, yea, today I got 2 birthday presents including bible! Hahaha.
Hurhur, im not fire fifteen anymore, I dowan sweet sixteen. Haha, no link but I like the word fire, so fire fifteen lohx! I like being fifteen, sixteen sounds so old. Today when I woke up and feeling so groggy, I suddenly rmbed that today is 21st sep, and im not going to be fire fifteen after 1.46pm, sadd. I think today was very rushed, so fast the day over. This shows that the world still moves on no matter wad day it is, no matter how hard u try to retain time. So the only way is to move on urself. Feel so tired, a little lost, as usual. Haiyo.. sadd, lets sing a birthday song to myself.
Happy birthday to me
Happy birthday to me
Happy birthday to meHappy birthday to me............................................................
