Posted on: Sunday, July 02, 2006
Posted at: 7:19 AM
i like Owen! ok, not michael owen but some other owen that is more shuai and blows me away with his charm, ok fine, he's juz a fictatious character... but still, he is shuai la!!! aniwae, he plays a violin! ahh! so romantic can?! im so envious of those who can play really good music...
i did not have the chance when i was young to learn the piano or some other musical instrument, and i so REGRET it... but still, also cannot afford it la... haiz, now, i really want to learn, but i guess im like already too old, *bitter laughs* actually, i dun really noe whether is it just a momentary thing or interest, but i want to try and see whether i got real passion for it or not... i voiced out some of my regrets and ideas of wanting to learn some musical instruments, especially the violin, but my parents just told me straight out to concentrate on studies and dun waste time thinking abt these kind of things. haiz, im sad, when i heard wat they said, my heart went 'piang!' so now, i can only look at pple play and be envious, hur hur. i want to cry...
so, hmm, those who have the chance to learn should continue to develop their talents...i think music brings u to a deeper level and allows u to express ur emotions through beautiful sounds..
i feel an immense sense of satisfaction when i can actually play smth! like juz put a few notes together to make a nice sound, then i will be very happy the whole day... gosh, now i really feel like learning, hur hur, very sad la, dun even have the chance to try, now thinking abt it ah, i really want to learn a lot of things... but now, i can only turn to books lohx...
i read that book, winter rose, and today morning, when i actually put the book down for awhile, i feel so weird, like im also stuck in btw worlds, im not sure where am i animore, took me awhile to return back to normal, im under some spell, hahh...ok, i shld not be so engrossed in the story, hahas, ok, dats random...
