Posted on: Saturday, April 08, 2006
Posted at: 8:50 AM
yesterday was a BIG day! for cedar eldds i mean...it was the first time we ever acted out a real, meaningful play...it was the first time we ever performed! i was so proud of my juniors kk... and i tink we all really appreciated mr sng...well, at least lilin does, she will always give thanks to the Lord for such a wonderful tcher for eldds...well, its quite true, he's the best tcher we ever got...yeah... so sad, today's the last yr and yesterday was our last play! hur hur... i want to cry...
during the play, i was so nervous for my juniors dat i juz won't keep still and watch the first part of the play... i was wondering wat the audience's reactions were going to be, and whether meenachi will die properly and whether i will be able to see nisha for my cue... diao... and in the end, meenachi was able to really die properly, and i was able to see nisha! and sng said it was a good job, so good loh! the only thing was the audience's reactions...seriously, i really felt like telling them to shut up and stop laughing...they act like they have nvr seen a real play b4, well, i dun tinl they ever appreciated one, they are juz forever looking for some light hearted skit which would bring them a few laughs...at least should have some respect for the play, if not, at least for the casts...their laughter juz affected me somehow and i wasnt able to really feel joyous and full of hope... i noe a good pro actress wont be affected by other circumstances so im going to try harder... well, i was so touched by the msg when sng explained to us and i really wanted to do smth...and really impact others. but it's apparent that this time, the way the msg was brought out wasnt effective and impacting enough...kind of disappointing... but this has really started me thinking, now, i really want to continue drama, and really bring out the various themes and emtions and messages and really impact pple. i want to impact others through drama... after all, i realised that the one who benefits the most is myself...
eldds totally rawks! there's this team spirit and everyone aims for a common goal...to gain recognition for eldds and really perform...i think it's this team spirit that makes me like el so much, i really dote on my juniors kk...haha... i mea, it's smth that i've nvr experienced b4, not anywhere else... everyone juz accepts each other though we may not like each other very much...yups, dats wat i really like...
side-track a bit, someone in class got that guy's msn! hur hur, i want to cry again...i dun dare to do anything, so most of the time, things that i really want will juz slip out of my grasp...so diao, so useless, but i really dunno how...
