Posted on: Thursday, June 01, 2006
Posted at: 7:10 AM
Finally I blogged...I've been neglecting my blog bcuz I got too many things to write, then dunno where to start from...new blogskin! Cool right? It's not really Victorian, but I like the style...
Well, I've been reading some books that becky lent me... and I must admit that God is wise.. the first time I got to know Christ was through Becky's books as well.. they were just romance stories, but they really changed my life forever... so now, in a moment of impulse, I borrowed a few of her other books and they are really beautiful books, I must say... well... with just only a little of God's characters and his gentle urgings infused into the books, the impact it brought was much more than 10 sermons. I noe pastor's sermons are powerful, yet the impact is momentary, it does not penetrate into my hear... yet, I find myself able to relate so well to books. I dunno why, the way I respond and react to things are really very different from that of others, yes, pple have been telling me that many times, some have classified me weird even...but Im just like that. I dunno how to explain exactly how the books becky lent are written and in what style, everything was put across very plainly and simply and its hard to explain exactly where and how they have impacted me...although the impacts are really small, they go to my heart and remain there, they dun bounce off it. I've found myself relating to books better than relating to someone else...its as if my entire inner world is only portrayed when I read and think...and strangely enough, the characters I've come across are pretty similar to my own...however, I dun like to write...haha, cuz Im too lazy and once I write, I have to make sure its almost perfect, so that takes a lot of time... stories are different from devotional books however, I find myself constantly lacking drive and enthusiasm to read devotional books, that's bad I know, yet Im just going to let things take its natural pace and take things slowly, come what may...
