Posted on: Monday, August 18, 2008
Posted at: 3:04 AM
Today is such an important day because its the first ever time k actually took note of my presence! oh my gosh such an acheivement! lol... for once, she actually called my name... got a huge shock cuz I was like 'oh no she wont call me cuz she dont know my name' and feeling all so secure and proud of myself and no, she just had to call my name. oh man...first time in a whole year apart from the first lesson. aiight, need to mark out this day or something. haha.
i decided to take a break so here I am. Just had quiet time just now and it was so awesome.God's presence was so strong, not really in the loving encouraging kind of way but more of a powerful holy spirit kind of way that my hands almost trembled. Everytime i stand right in front of the centre of the stage waiting for pastors or my leaders to pray for me i will always tremble because of the strong presence of God. But i was just asking Him for the greater purpose of the holy spirit. I told Him it can't be just for the speaking of tongues. It must be something greater. And then He told me that one of the purposes is for CONNECTION. AMAZINGLY TRUE. So applicable to b4. Then bam! His presence just came. How can anyone doubt the presence of God or the love of God? How is it possible that we wont doubt the efficiency of the lift to bring us down or up even before we step in and yet we doubt the reality of God?
'Believe and you shall see'
Truly, I have seen.
