Posted on: Wednesday, July 09, 2008
Posted at: 6:28 AM
haha... i am typing away here while my group mates are trying to figure out something to say for Lit grp discussion... i have decided to withdraw from the convo a little while cuz im a little lost and shall not try to cause further irritation.. well, its miss k's work so no choice, have to produce something of a good standard......which explains our enthusiasm in completing this arduous task.
my fav phrase from pride and prejudice 'My feelings will not be repressed. You must allow me to tell you how ardently i admire and love you.' (as said by Darcy, oh well, he's really hot) can you imagine if this was used in modern times like this? it will really be a nice change... Lit really gets on my nerves sometimes, but without lit, i dont think i will ever be able to appreciate a novel in such great detail. i hate essays but i love lit, though how ironic it may sound.
Its really weird but in a relatively good way how so many jokes have arisen out of nowhere and recently, im like laughing over every single thing. All right, i really love the olive branch comment as expressed by the all time detested Mr Collins and further modified by the all time fav tween! ah well, inside joke all, i dont think the effect will be there if i repeat the joke to other people, so tween, i appreciate you with all the expressions, tone and yu qi all! lol.
alright, school aside.. i just feel that its another time of preparation again...im going to mould my character and build it again. this week im gonna have my first ever usher duty... feeling a little jittery and a little uncomfortable in my black shirt but well, i shall go forth and conquer with faith! last service, i have this vision of me becoming a small little child and just resting on God's back. Its like Jesus is just carrying me on His back, giving me a piggyback. haha. Its so sweet right... I was so touched when i saw that. And then i realised that I actually feel insecure a little over little things sometimes. Although it really helps when i immediately go to God and hand it all over to Him, I can't help but feel this feeling of like when am i ever going to grow even further and really break through? oh well, i believe its going to happen and God further assured me through pastor's preaching that hey i dont have to compete with others because actually, there's no need to. After all, my future is secure.
-He is here to give me a future and a hope-
aiight, back to lit!
