Posted on: Saturday, July 26, 2008
Posted at: 8:57 AM
Sometimes I reaally wish they can talk instead of shout... what's the point? it only results in more unresolved anger... no, im not emo, not yet...
Today's usher duty was not so bad...at least not as bad as last week's.. actually I thought that the service was really not very good la, like all the ops side suddenly crash... got a little bit worried... but really, I think usher wasn't really smooth... i had to constantly step out of my fears and even then, I was attempting to usher people into their destiny and a part of me was really panicking. I really really hope it will be better for FOP... indoor stadium, thousands of people, loads of pastors and leaders... I had better increase in my competency and capacity.
Recently, im suffering from sleeping disorder that's totally different from what most ppl would experience. Instead of losing sleep, i keep wanting to sleep no matter where I am or how long I've slept the night before. Really. Every ounce of energy seems to be used up much too quickly. I think its just the routine of school, eat, study, sleep; school, eat, study, sleep. I wonder how long I can last this. This is really testing and building my tenacity. I want to be an overcomer. An undefeated conquerer.
-I shall try to like group discussions, but its hard, especially when its in the night and everyone is bleary-eyed.-
