Posted on: Thursday, May 08, 2008
Posted at: 6:04 AM
its been so long since i came home so early at three! wow, that's really a treat manx... so first thing after i bathe, i had my QT and then without meaning to, i fell asleep on my bed for like 30 mins... got startled by the telephone but that was a great power nap! then, its just homework and homework and homework but just being able to come home so early was really really great!
alright, have two essays to do, GP and Lit, oh GOSH... the two essays which i take the longest time to do... so much expectations, i wonder while we are constantly studying about characters conforming to society's expectations, are we at the same time conforming to our teacher's expectations? :) I shall do my GP tomorrow and attempt to finish it in school! And then i shall spend the rest of today crafting an argument for my Lit essay... imagine if i take so much time organizing and planning, what do i do in exams? maybe my brain will experience a miracle and process at the speed of light...
Had a really brain-draining maths test two days ago... i think this was like the worst mock exam i ever sat for... 3 hours just sitting there cracking your head, half of the time not knowing what you are doing with 100 people squeezed into one LT... and being unable to talk! its madness...really... i never want to go through that kind of a test again...next time i have a maths test, i will know what im doing, i will do it with joy because i will be able to answer most of the questions! thats not optimism, that's FAITH! concrete substantial FAITH!
on a very random note, they say Life's a Stage... although i really admire those who can act very well on stage, and once, it was my dream to express through acting (surprising, yea? lol) yet, the hardest part in Life really is to be real and stay true, don't you think? You are born an original, don't die a copy!