Posted on: Tuesday, November 27, 2007
Posted at: 6:00 AM
Finaally im blogging again! have been sleeping and running off to church after i came back from camp and also lazing around, so had no time to blog..
Anyway, ZONE B AND C CAMP WAS AWESOME! I kept praying for a breakthrough in my character before i went for the camp and God answered my prayers! i prayed that i will step out and really enjoy my time and make new friends in church and not fear anymore, cuz i still rmb last year i had a nervous breakdown and was getting so jittery just cuz we wont be staying in our cg, but rather in our assigned camp teams. CAMP was really really awesome manx! i miss it now!
besides the activities, what i really liked was free and easy whereby we can just do wadeva we want to and quoting Roy 'its not the activities that hold the camp together, but rather the relationships with people.' and yes i agree! thats why i really love free and easy! can just spend time with ppl and the cg and just talk or have qt! of course, can also bathe, wah, bathing in the bathrooms of my church was so comfortable can!
the activities was fun and my beloved team was christened 'GIDEON KNIGHTS'. lol, cool eh, but well we were second overall, just lost by a margin to 'HEROSE' yep, i din spell wrongly, its really HEROSE. LOL.
Parachute band was wild and the best of all was REVIVAL NIGHT where Charleston really preached about 'Others can, I cannot!' Charleston, u are awesome! I love you! And then the leaders prayed for us all, and i really fell under the presence of God, no one was pushing cuz samantha was just holding my hands and then the presence of God just came. Samantha prophesied and i rmb so clearly 'Everything you touch will prosper...'
It came from God so it must be true! And i was never before so convicted to rise up, to grow, to carry the burden of the church, to assist the leaders in building the church! I rmb God asked me while i was on the floor..'Do you dare?' 'Do you dare to believe?' 'Do you dare to have the others can, i cannot mentality?' WOW! And as we shared later on together, so many ppl had visions and they are so going to grow! i believe it! joel and wee kiat, you all are like WOW! lol. Joel, you shall enjoy every min of your QT and wee kiat, you are going to be that bright white shining gate that ushers ppl into the kingdom of God! And i also rmb God speaking to me in the middle of service on sat. He told me that i am going to be a leader in my school, a spiritual leader. i dont noe how, but its going to come to pass. im having faith cuz He told me not to be dismayed! MY GOD IS AMAZING! but the weird thing in the world is that when ppl speak to God, they call it prayer, but when God talks back to them, they call it schizophrenia. lol
And then the last night of camp was even more cool! i think for two days, i only slept like 2 hrs altogether. Really felt like fainting after 4 am cuz we had games and celebrated Charleston's, Yassy's and Ivan's b'day! for the first time in my life, i actually felt the real sensation of going to faint. but God brought about another breakthrough... we decided to worship and praise Him after 4 am and at first, i was like when is it going to end? i really want to faint le.... but then fe prayed over me and she said that i was a jewel uncut and all my doubts and fear are like debris preventing me to shine. God is going to cut all these away and though it may be painful, but if i continue to trust in Him, the jewel will shine. WOW! then i really gathered all my strength and my heart just burst with worship for Him and i kept singing and praying and before i knew it, it was already 5.06 am! i had a breakthrough in my worshipping!
it is HOGC's tradition that every last night of camp, if anyone was found sleeping, haha, that person will really get it manx. Chew and some other ppl went around squeezing toothpaste on pple's face while they were slping. So me and fe also caught the flow and well, i sort of instigated her to put toothpaste on JO's face. So fe went and put one big glob on JO's nose and nelson went to add on his cheek. But Jo's weird. haha, we wanted to see his reaction when he woke up but he told us that he knew that he had toothpaste on his face but then he was too tired and so he din bother but went back to slp, thus smuding the floor cuz he is a very active sleeper...
And alvin also kenaed by gong hua! such a big glob on his face and thanks to gong hua, it went into his eye... My dear gong hua has a talent for not aiming properly and squeezing toothpaste on pple's eye. i was one of her victim... its more painful than refreshing actually to have the white stuff in your eye... and i finally drifted off to slp on the cafe table at 8 am. well done tw!
yea, i really really miss staying overnight in church now, the encounter with God was truly amazing and im so so relieved i came admist all the jitters i felt at first. ok, this is a really long post, but my heart is brimming with so much stuff i dont noe how to make it shorter. if u read to the end, congrats, cuz u have know tw so much more better now! lol...
-God is AWESOME-
-HOGC is my HOME-
