Posted on: Tuesday, November 06, 2007
Posted at: 4:43 AM
haha! i had this random tot today to look back into my life so i went to really read the really really long posts that i had written.
And i realised:
my blog posts last time were emo... had a lot of wrong stuff in it. Mainly they were all about korean guys, korean series, my infatuations, my feelings, things that happen to me etc etc. On the whole, it was just no life. Basically, one word can sum up the whole load of things i blogged about: ME... in the past, i was only concerned about myself, me me and nothing else but me... i actually felt a little disgusted by myself while reading all the posts that i posted last time. THEY WERE ALL FILLED WITH FRIVOLOUS STUFF AND WRONG MENTALITIES!
I see the difference, maybe im not very good either now, but there is a difference... my posts now are more joyful and less emo, more God-filled instead of just me me and me. The whole world doesnt owe u something ting wei! haha! I am so glad, thank God for helping me and healing me! if not i would be moping around somewhere confusing myself day after day...
The old tingwei full of scabs had died...now there are only scars in the new Ting Wei!- the evidence of a once painful life completely HEALED by the blood and love of Christ!
Live a LIFE of JOY, PEACE AND LOVE! BUT THE GREATEST OF THESE IS LOVE!
-No longer I but Christ who lives in me-
