Posted on: Saturday, October 06, 2007
Posted at: 9:16 AM
WHOO! WHAT A BUSY DAY IT WAS TODAY!
1-3 pm: Time With God aka No Name Event
3-4.30pm: BM Ministry
5-5.3o: Went to wait for Kenneth with fe... missed praise and worship(sobs)
5.30-7.15: Service~ (RIVER!)
7.15-9.50: Cafe ministry+ Clean up
Then, i went home!
11.05-11.35: Quiet Time
WAAAH! I am so amazed by the number of things i did today, all in Church! except for QT. im feeling immensely drained now, wonder why i still have the strength to type and blog. hmm, felt super tired until i really got quite irritated with ministry, frankly speaking. double dose of ministry today and all physical...wa, really really appreciate all those who have been sacrificing their time and working so hard to build the church. Small little things really count. thats what i learnt today, wa, was sweating like mad during bm. i really need to work on my attitude. since i have to do it anyway, might as well do it with a heart of joy and servititude instead of complaining and focusing on how tired i am. Thank God for giving me strength and for helping me maintain a good attitude towards people even though i really felt like flying back home to my place of rest.
God is really trying to build me lor, both physically and spiritually and mentally. Physically cuz i really need strength to do all the work, spiritually cuz i need to always Look to Him for strength and perseverance, mentally cuz i really need to get my attitude and heart right. But even though i was feeling so tired after bm, Thank God for Miaow Guan who really really encouraged me. His simple but sincere words of appreciation really touched me and opened my heart. Through this, i had also another revelation of the tremendous, and i really mean tremendous Power of Words and Encouragements. Felt so lifted up cuz i really did not expect all this from him cuz i thought i was just doing what i was required to do. Felt quite bad for the turmoil and moments of selfishness and self-centredness in my heart. God please forgive me and help me, change me.
~A heart for others, A heart after God.~
