Posted on: Tuesday, May 15, 2007
Posted at: 7:17 AM
so long never blog le so i shall blog a short one now. haha. i realise that when i blog, im always never fully focused on what i want to say...i will get distracted by some thing or another. and currently now, there are emotions and thoughts wirring through my mind. haha.
i really love the verse i put at the front of my blog!!!
i dont want to stop growing...today i was just watching chc's worship dvd and the presence of God just filled the bedroom and i realise that i just dont want to be at this level i am at right now. i want to do more, be more! haha. FAITH AND COURAGE ARISE!
i think the only thing that has been bothering me, though not so much now, is my sense of identity. im a lit student and while im trying to identify other's identity in poems etc, i cant seem to figure out mine. talk about irony. lol. apparently, some people dont really agree with what i do or what i say...but well... most of the time, i m just being me. i wasnt a bimbo till i came to church ok?! and i still dont understand why im considered one. haha. but i guess different people have different sides at different situations. so too bad if u dun like me...cuz my self-esteem is based on God. but sometimes i just wonder wadeva i do or say, is it the real me? haha...oh this is crap...stop brooding over this kind of stuff manz..God will mould me!
im sick of feeling a turmoil of emotions inside but unable to express myself in a proper manner to others. God ah, i really need Your wisdom.
Fe! give me crash course on how to speak properly without embarrasing yourself!~
LOL
