Posted on: Monday, January 12, 2009
Posted at: 6:39 AM
Today was my first day of work!
Before I went to work I was like praying and worshipping God because nothing beats Jesus by your side. And thank God i survived through the first day.
True, I fretted about what to wear (because they are like strict on attire, no jeans!), alighted at the wrong bus stop, forgot to tap my card (actually it was because I had too many things on my hands I couldnt take out my bus card), made a few mistakes during filing, was lost at answering some phone calls asking for accountants without giving me specific names... but yep, I survived and will continue to survive.
While anticipating the calls that might come in, my hands and feet were cold because a lot of 'what ifs' ran through my mind and honestly, I was afraid. Very. That 1 hour to me seemed like forever (though cliche it may seem). Everytime the phone rings, I need 3 seconds to breathe first.
But today I went home, I thanked God for letting me survive through today without making serious mistakes. I am really in this stage whereby Im really God-dependent. Without God, I think I will faint due to fear or something. And then I worshipped God again and this time, I asked the Holy Spirit to be with me throughout tml and the subsequent days. So tml, if I ans any calls, I will tell the Holy Spirit to ans with me. It may seem easy but for me who has zero job experience, its a step of faith. Plus my aunt works there, so double stress. Yep, Holy Spirit I need you. Thanks for the peace and faith You've put in my heart and the warm fuzzy feeling that encompassed me just now. You are awesome and I have to be dependent on You.
-Tomorrow will be a great day because the Holy Spirit is with me- I proclaim it!
