Posted on: Thursday, May 21, 2009
Posted at: 8:36 AM
Right now, I am just getting excited over who's gonna be the American Idol.
Not like it'll change my life, but then, this season's just so different! Full of talents, God-seeking talents.
I hope Kris wins.
I saw RED RAIN today!
Posted on: Tuesday, May 19, 2009
Posted at: 7:32 AM
I am sick. And the medicine's having a weird effect on me. Its making my heart beat very fast.
But oh well, at least I have a husky voice and I am loving my two days off. Haha.
I hope tml I'll be able to have more energy to tackle the little todds.
Posted on: Friday, May 15, 2009
Posted at: 7:02 AM
I think I am slowly getting used to my job. At least, I feel that I can handle it better even though its still exhausting and I always cant wait to go home. Just a little sad cuz I know some of the children are still not really comfortable with me yet, then you know children will always just be so honest...I had one guy told me today that he doesn't like teacher belinda. Straight in my face and I was like trying to act cool all. But its still so heartwarming when some children actually bothered to greet you hello and goodbye. Heh. I have this girl who will always call my name so excitedly everytime she sees me even though Im not teaching her. And that is a little thing that can really brighten up the day. And two days ago, two girls randomly ran up to me and hugged my knees and told me they love teacher belinda. Haha I was like, er random but then there's this warm fuzzy feeling.
This just shows how much a person needs love, whether young or old. Of course I am trying not to be biased towards those children who'd listen to me more. And, I think after a few more wks, I'd be an expert at changing diapers. LOL...
Yesterday we just had cg and its really cool to be able to step into the world of teenager rather than teacher again and just be myself and hang out with my friends. Instead of performing a role, I am just being ting wei, which is really relieving.
So I am just going to relax now and do the things I want to do. Even if its for just one night, its still precious to me.
Posted on: Monday, May 04, 2009
Posted at: 8:00 AM
Today was the first day of work...my new job as a childcare teacher. Haha.
And its DROP DEAD TIRING. Im supposed to help handle the younger kids, from 18mths to 2 yrs old and I seriously wonder where do they get the energy judging from their little bodies. Plus, they get distracted very easily and I really have to react super fast to keep them entertained ALL THE TIME. Super shack when I reached home. I wonder how am I supposed to go through all these for two months. One day is enough for me to decide that I am so not going into that field. Oh well, but I feel the need to keep going on in this job no matter how tiring it is. I think God is trying to instill and mould something in me. The love for others and the tenacity to keep on doing something that I have decided to do in the first place.
I really pray tml will be a better day. Trying to look forward to the resounding calls of 'Teacher Belinda!' tml.
