Posted on: Friday, May 15, 2009
Posted at: 7:02 AM
I think I am slowly getting used to my job. At least, I feel that I can handle it better even though its still exhausting and I always cant wait to go home. Just a little sad cuz I know some of the children are still not really comfortable with me yet, then you know children will always just be so honest...I had one guy told me today that he doesn't like teacher belinda. Straight in my face and I was like trying to act cool all. But its still so heartwarming when some children actually bothered to greet you hello and goodbye. Heh. I have this girl who will always call my name so excitedly everytime she sees me even though Im not teaching her. And that is a little thing that can really brighten up the day. And two days ago, two girls randomly ran up to me and hugged my knees and told me they love teacher belinda. Haha I was like, er random but then there's this warm fuzzy feeling.
This just shows how much a person needs love, whether young or old. Of course I am trying not to be biased towards those children who'd listen to me more. And, I think after a few more wks, I'd be an expert at changing diapers. LOL...
Yesterday we just had cg and its really cool to be able to step into the world of teenager rather than teacher again and just be myself and hang out with my friends. Instead of performing a role, I am just being ting wei, which is really relieving.
So I am just going to relax now and do the things I want to do. Even if its for just one night, its still precious to me.
