Posted on: Wednesday, February 27, 2008
Posted at: 6:24 AM
i think im coming down with a flu or something...Retarded phrase for today: 'My nose is stuck'.. (actually i wanted to say i have a blocked nose) LOL
Five things made my day today... (not in order of imptance)
First: i found or rather received my 'Fasting Feasting' Lit text back today finally!!! It has caused me much disturbance when i thought i really lost it... realised my friend accidentally took it back home.. lol.. well, that's a relieve.
Second: Went to church to serve in Cafe! Its awesome to be spending time serving God with all these amazing people in church! oh and we have a new blender! According to Leon, it can really blend the ice until its like SMOOTH...
Third: Ivan randomly called me today! Gave me a shock but well... its an awesome feeling to be connected with my leaders and the people in church in the middle of schooling week! (although the convo is like less than 5 mins) Sometimes, school just provides inertia that i can really do without... but lets focus on what God has blessed me with!
Fourth: Saw jj, fe, wenqi and pastors in church today! Familiar faces, people that i love and who loves me!
Fifth: Looking at the tags on my tagboard!
Its all little things but little things do matter and its these little things that enable me to move on everyday with joy and love!
Its ok, i will not be distracted nor affected... even though people may not agree with my convictions and what i do but one thing i know for sure, i did the right thing. How can i be sure? when i weigh the pros and cons it seems as if i should have gone with the others but even though my mind is debating, my heart is sure. I know i did the right thing because God is there to affirm it. Its a little disappointing to see the reactions of people i thought who shared the same convictions... i should have known... or maybe, my attitude hasn't been nice the past few days either. There is underlying stress and tension almost everywhere and i can feel it... BUT its not everything, my world's not gonna crumble because of this...i am still going to love people no matter how hard it is.
on the bright side, now i know how it feels, my brother must be feeling worse facing this almost everyday... now i will learn to treat him properly when he tells me about it again...
i can't wait for bible study this friday! im gonna go, and my parents are gonna allow me to..somehow.. can't wait for revelations to pour forth and to return home after a day in the world.
Thanks Chloe for that one phrase u told me today:
Please God, Serve Man.
