Posted on: Wednesday, May 28, 2008
Posted at: 7:19 AM
NO! I shall not abandon my poor lil blog! Finding it hard to keep updating it but i shall try!
RedRain was simply AWESOME!!! Im so glad my cousins and bro enjoyed it manx! And really, it was IMPRESSIVE! But more than that, its a concert with a purpose. That's the one thing that really top it all off...
Alright, June's going to be busy! I realised I can't bear slacking! Not without doing some work for most of the time in the day. I get so restlessly tired (notice the oxymoron) just by sitting in front of the tv..i need to get my hands on something productive, something with a purpose. Right, so i shall study and more than that I will build myself. After all, they say identity is dynamic so my character shall be moulded a little bit here, a little bit there. I think Rachel L will most probably stare at me with that 'oh no what's wrong with you' expression again because what im saying is a little off. But its ok, i get what i mean and that's cool enough. Haha. Talk about being self-centred...
Alright, this has to be put on hold! I feel like im having a two-way conversation...with myself... it must be the hols, its doing it to me, turning me cranky (i almost typed cracky) and hyper all at the same time. Holidays officially starts TOMORROW! The past three days have been just like normal school days without the assembly so I can't wait for my Hols to finally kickstart! Its gonna be awesome and Im gonna have faith that I will at least pass all my subjects for BT2 this time! Of course, considering the huge pile of notes and books waiting for me, its going to need loads of time and work and memory space but hey, my heart is filled with anticipation...
Bring it on manx, I dont believe I cant conquer you, or rather, My God can conquer you! (ok its a bit weird cuz im challenging my notes and books but well...) Yes! God is the strength and faith that I need and I am super glad I have somebody to rely on.
Alright, i shall stop here, its getting a bit too cranked up... im not speaking sense, yet im speaking faith... 'Give me this mountain!'
Posted on: Monday, May 19, 2008
Posted at: 7:28 AM
A few more days left... and then i will be free!!! Free from school free from expectations..well.. not exactly.. but well definitely free!
RED RAIN CONCERT 2008 COMING UP THIS WEEKEND! ITS GONNA BE A BLAST! I SO CANNOT CANNOT WAIT~
Posted on: Thursday, May 08, 2008
Posted at: 6:04 AM
its been so long since i came home so early at three! wow, that's really a treat manx... so first thing after i bathe, i had my QT and then without meaning to, i fell asleep on my bed for like 30 mins... got startled by the telephone but that was a great power nap! then, its just homework and homework and homework but just being able to come home so early was really really great!
alright, have two essays to do, GP and Lit, oh GOSH... the two essays which i take the longest time to do... so much expectations, i wonder while we are constantly studying about characters conforming to society's expectations, are we at the same time conforming to our teacher's expectations? :) I shall do my GP tomorrow and attempt to finish it in school! And then i shall spend the rest of today crafting an argument for my Lit essay... imagine if i take so much time organizing and planning, what do i do in exams? maybe my brain will experience a miracle and process at the speed of light...
Had a really brain-draining maths test two days ago... i think this was like the worst mock exam i ever sat for... 3 hours just sitting there cracking your head, half of the time not knowing what you are doing with 100 people squeezed into one LT... and being unable to talk! its madness...really... i never want to go through that kind of a test again...next time i have a maths test, i will know what im doing, i will do it with joy because i will be able to answer most of the questions! thats not optimism, that's FAITH! concrete substantial FAITH!
on a very random note, they say Life's a Stage... although i really admire those who can act very well on stage, and once, it was my dream to express through acting (surprising, yea? lol) yet, the hardest part in Life really is to be real and stay true, don't you think? You are born an original, don't die a copy!
Posted on: Wednesday, May 07, 2008
Posted at: 7:40 AM
A STORM IS BREWING...
ELECTRIFYING...
RED RED RED RED RED!
ITS GONNA RAIN RED
COMING SOON...