Posted on: Wednesday, January 30, 2008
Posted at: 6:40 AM
i shall update on my life...
Things are getting better... i am starting all over again, building my relationship with God and drawing closer to Him. Everything revolves around Him, not Him around everything. And things are starting to happen in SAJC, which is a GOOD thing. Im keeping SAJC in my prayers! The only aspect thats not so good is my studies, but i harbour hope and faith in improving my academic acheivements. (hey twin, there's alliteration!!! creates more emphasis on the determination in attaining the SEEMINGLY unacheivable!) with God all things are possible!
Thanks people for really supporting me! My church, my leaders whom i can always depend on and my God! Ry you are awesome! Thanks for understanding and for taking the time to hear me talk... lol
Though it doesn't seem much, at least i am STILL progressing... ^^
Posted on: Friday, January 25, 2008
Posted at: 6:34 AM
Ivan preached such a powerful message today! I think this is the first time i ever heard him preach in a proper meeting. And its so powerful! It taught me to think and it spoke so deep into my heart. Yes, I am impacted.
This is my life, my character, my spiritual walk and its my Responsibility to make sure i grow in all these aspects. Take ownership of your life cuz its God we have to account to. Not any other, but God. Isn't it sad that the person whom u have always known and whom u always see serving in church is in the end not in heaven just because he doesn't know God? Serving not equal to knowing. God would rather we know Him first before we serve.
With greater authority comes greater responsibility and lesser freedom. Am I ready, Am i willing?
I will take up the responsibility of building my own character and find all ways to solve my problems and grow in my christian walk. It is MY responsibility and i want it.
-(to ee loo) : The sparkle in my eyes will return- >_<
Posted on: Thursday, January 17, 2008
Posted at: 5:57 AM
the stress of A levels is starting to bug me...
recently, i have become more irritable and easily annoyed and i feel so ready to snap at anyone. this is crap. i hate this. when will it go away?
everytime i keep thinking i can i can, just go a little bit more, a little bit more, keep trying keep trying and then everything seems to be ok. However, i would completely crumble in God's presence. Completely crumble. I know i cannot stop now and i am not going to stop. This is a test that i do not want to fail...
-Hard pressed but not crushed-
Posted on: Friday, January 11, 2008
Posted at: 8:02 AM
Had a conference just now with the HOGC SAINTS!
We are gonna OWN the school... The School is going to be OURS...
We shall CLAIM it... and Give it to God!
Posted on: Monday, January 07, 2008
Posted at: 5:57 AM
I expected 2008 to be fun but for the past few days...well...a little depressing... mainly because of people... ever since pastor preached that really awe-inspiring sermon on loving hatefully, i have been carrying around this burden in my heart for people. i hate to see them wasting their lives away and suffering from insecurities because these are what i have and many others have went through before. Insecurities are deadly.
A generation of people that will give God their best years of their lives, excelling in their academics, in their careers, in every area of their lives, yet at the same time, carrying with them a HEART for others.
Love is about initiating, not waiting.
I will not be defeated...
