Posted on: Wednesday, August 01, 2007
Posted at: 10:17 PM
hello hello hello! im blogging in the com lab in my school! apparently we were supposed to do pw but apparently we are doing otherwise...
Pastor sy rogers was great! i LOVE his english, the way he speaks etc etc... and well, he has a wonderful sense of humour. better than mine anyway. lol
i realised that for quite some time, i had been treating God like He was a tyrant. whenever i did something wrong or knew that i disobeyed Him, i would be so guilty and ashamed, and i would think Him to be so disappointed and angry with me. i would ask for forgiveness but i never really did run to Him or really talk to Him like a friend. Pastor Sy really opened my eyes, and well, recent happenings had also caused me to have no choice but to confide in Him and really believing in Him. im not going to treat God like He was some tyrant or something, ready to condemn me and be ashamed of me whenever i did something wrong..rather than only apologise and ask for forgiveness, i will run to Him for help.
Last service at dhoby was...well...joyous, warm but there was a tinge of sadness...after all this was where i really knew God, really grew and really made friends... still rmb the first time i came to Heart of God church, i cried for no reason after service and the sermon wasnt even emotional. now that i think about it, it must be presence of God.. took me super long to realise.. ok i need to go, shall blog again! LOL!
