Posted on: Wednesday, August 29, 2007
Posted at: 7:02 AM
im so freaking tired and i believe many feel the same way too... and as my head is still spinning ever since that bus ride back home, i've decided to take a break from studying...when i cant even complete my study rule... well... life is getting hectic..
at least one really cool and good thing happened today! i finally went for cafe training and learnt how to use the technological advanced equipment to make coffee! yay yay yay! now i can make coffee for mo mo ren! a pity that the blender sort of crashed and died... but anyways, i attempted to make a decent cup of cappucino and Luke attempted cafe mocha... i so prefer mocha cuz its sweeter due to chocolate syrup. and cappucino rawks too, with sugar. hahas.
i think cappucino is much nicer than latte... but pastor lia likes latte! especially creamy latte!
must try harder next time to quickly pour milk into espresso or else after 10s, the coffee will sort of 'die'... lol... im loving cafe but i cant help but worry that i will make some huge blunder or wadeva... i shall trust in God.
my hair is getting too long and too thick...my fringe is getting annoying..shall go cut hair on friday with seow and seal!
Posted on: Sunday, August 19, 2007
Posted at: 12:31 AM
oh and i must post this!
my boyfriend was just telling me how much i've changed that she dont recognise me anymore, (well, actually she didnt meant it as a good way) and Leonard sort of agreed...He said i last time was very 'SQUARE' which i took to mean i last time very toot toot one... but i still love Leonard anyways...hahas.
ok that was last time! now hee hee, by the grace of God i have changed to become a better person, less square, prettier cuz of the joy of the Lord in me and well...more EGO! lol...
Posted on: Saturday, August 18, 2007
Posted at: 8:35 AM
hahas...feeling quite high now, so shall blog awhile...
I HAD A DOUBLE DOSE OF HIGHNESS TODAY ONCE I STEPPED INTO CHURCH! those who know me will know what happened la...hahas.
anyways, i hearts my cg people! thanks for putting me two seats away from mo mo ren(the tall one) and thanks ah naomi for separating us...lol. well, and i was right in front of the audi, quite exciting, not to mention the huge space i have during praise and worship. Had an upclose view of pastor and daniel!!! lol. and today i er sort of talked to mo mo ren!(the short one)... shall not reveal too much in case others come and see...lol...for more details, can ask me!!!
mo mo ren(the tall one)'s testimony was inspiring, touching and quite heart-wrenching... as in i din noe the details until he said today. 'i want to be a boy with long hair' LOL and it has really come to pass...but i must really say he is mature... if he can rise up that fast, i can too! and we had fire drill today! er quite fun la, having to climb 12 storeys down without being burnt..lol.
i shall move on with life, get my relationships right and choose interesting enemies manz! because the enemies u have determines your life too! ask me if u want to know more! lol..
and i helped out a bit in cafe today! er still quite scared and uncomfortable la, haha, cuz i seem to not know anything and seem to cant do anything without asking questions...lol..well, at least i took the first step to join ministry. i believe i can be stronger and more servant-hearted through ministry! our customers are not burdens to our work but they are our priorities! that really struck me cuz erm well, the service in Singapore er still can have more room for improvement.
basically, it all amounts to two things: I hearts God! and I hearts Heart Of God Church!'
Posted on: Tuesday, August 14, 2007
Posted at: 12:53 AM
I am freaking irritated with myself now. freaking irritated... i can scold myself but wat help is that manz? im always the one that's fouling everything up la, me and my dumb ego and my stupidity...haiz...see la, now i know not what to do. now that, is so uncool...and i think i declared to the whole world (as in, those in the cafe, including mo mo ren) that i am a bimbo, a weird one as a matter of fact... but cant help it ma, she just pop up like that so i got a start...well.................
Ting Wei ah ting wei...
Posted on: Wednesday, August 01, 2007
Posted at: 10:17 PM
hello hello hello! im blogging in the com lab in my school! apparently we were supposed to do pw but apparently we are doing otherwise...
Pastor sy rogers was great! i LOVE his english, the way he speaks etc etc... and well, he has a wonderful sense of humour. better than mine anyway. lol
i realised that for quite some time, i had been treating God like He was a tyrant. whenever i did something wrong or knew that i disobeyed Him, i would be so guilty and ashamed, and i would think Him to be so disappointed and angry with me. i would ask for forgiveness but i never really did run to Him or really talk to Him like a friend. Pastor Sy really opened my eyes, and well, recent happenings had also caused me to have no choice but to confide in Him and really believing in Him. im not going to treat God like He was some tyrant or something, ready to condemn me and be ashamed of me whenever i did something wrong..rather than only apologise and ask for forgiveness, i will run to Him for help.
Last service at dhoby was...well...joyous, warm but there was a tinge of sadness...after all this was where i really knew God, really grew and really made friends... still rmb the first time i came to Heart of God church, i cried for no reason after service and the sermon wasnt even emotional. now that i think about it, it must be presence of God.. took me super long to realise.. ok i need to go, shall blog again! LOL!
