Posted on: Tuesday, July 24, 2007
Posted at: 7:43 AM
hihi! im getting tired... woots but im growing stronger spiritually! can feel it manx...see ting wei, i noe u can de! lol. two half-day fast only, nth de ma...haha, actually second day was harder, but well, because im see ting wei belinda and because i have a God, that's why i was able to resist temptation and managed to stay strong manx, even though my stomach was ready to crumble anytime. haha. food is a weaker link of mine. haha, no im not getting complacent, but despite all my complaints and whinings right, i really know that i can one. LOL! next time it will get stronger...
ok, i better not get complacent, sometimes i get better grades or a few encouraging words or praises from ppl ah, i get super frightened, cuz i scared i will get complacent...haha... weird hor. bad results also scared, good results also scared...lol
lalala, im feeling so dry having to study everyday, but i guess what needs to be done have to be done...so yea... tml i want to eat good food! =)
Posted on: Friday, July 13, 2007
Posted at: 7:06 AM
my exam results are as follows:
Gp-C
Maths-U
Lit-C
Chem-U
hmm...still ok la, but i missed B for both Gp and Lit by one mark, only one mark! haix...i feel so bad la... two Bs are better than two Cs, obviously...
but im quite stunned at my Lit results, din expect to get so high, i got B for my h2 lit and i actually managed to pass my h1 even though i really din noe wat to write! i felt so shocked and astounded when i saw my results i basically just stared, oblivious to what's happening around me. all i rmb is that my first reaction was to really give all glory to God manx...Its Him who really blessed me with His grace and mercy... Thanks God!
okies, so h1 econs coming up next...i shall go for consultations more often and really pull up my grades..dont want to waste one year's time in jc and then find that i cannot promote... Vision manz!
i went to st andrews cathedral today.. had a phobia of church that really looks like a church. the only time i saw this kind of churches is on tv. when i first entered, felt so scared can... cuz i was already scared of churches when i was like very young. then the ceremony was so slow...even though its only 1 hour, the ppl must be feeling super bored la... the hymns were so slow... if i, as a christian cannot stand it and felt so suffocated inside and cant wait for the thing to end, how will non-christians feel? i tried very hard to respect the ceremony but its really very slow... i hope non-christians wont be too affected, thinking all churches are like that, cuz it will be even harder to try to get them to church le lo...haix... the sermon was ok though..
oh and i finally got to know jocelyn better! quite happy about that...haha..=)
Posted on: Sunday, July 08, 2007
Posted at: 5:56 AM
once again another impacting powerful sermon by pastor how, whose wisodm comes from God! wow! its been so long since i can actually visualize something...
VISION! yeps! i feel so energized now! vision gives us energy! i cant explain this joy in my heart.. maybe when i tell some ppl about my dreams, they may think im merely daydreaming, but anyway, according to pastor, DAYDREAMING IS FREE! MIGHT AS WELL DREAM BIG RATHER THAN HAVE NO DREAMS! since im like going to dream, i might as well dream big!~ lalala~no vision = no future cuz vision is really in fact seeing your future... so if u want a future, get a vision! just dream dream dream! vision does not come from self-imaginings but actually from the holy spirit. ask the holy spirit to give u a dream! its lucky i was able to go for two services, how i wish po will really break completely! i love HEART OF GOD CHURCH...where will i be without this home? er gossiping endlessly, putting ppl down so that i can feel better, trying to fit in, still trying to change myself to accustom others, no purpose, no life, no God... sad isnt it? these are the things visionless pple do..thats why their common language is 'SIAN!' i noe cuz i was once like that, and still i see many ppl like that.. clubs and pubs shall crumble, gambling dens shall be overthrown manz! ppl's lives will be restored by the love of Jesus, they will not be blind any longer, but they will see Vision! im excited! You saidMountains would moveKingdoms would fall When i call on Your nameYou saidOur land would be healedNations would bow When i call on Your namethe song of faith!
Posted on: Friday, July 06, 2007
Posted at: 2:19 AM
i shall blog, since according to someone, my blog is considered to be 'stagnating'... i wondered how she got this idea, its alive and kicking ok?! hahas...
today was AMAZING RACE SAJC! to me, it was ok la, not very amazing but was better than i thought. i think im the only person from hogc besides jo who appeared in school today..haiz.. all u ponners, im guai k? must learn from me and not pon! hahas... anyway, it was the first time i played three-legged race in my whole life lei~ cools...
but i thought my class was really quite bad la... we actually forgot one of our classmates! the situation was like this... we had to go out of school to collect and take pics of stuff, then there was this guy who is usually quite a loner, and we WENT OFF WITHOUT HIM! its quite sad...only after we were outside for quite awhile then Gordan realised we were missing him... but my class like dun care lei, ask them to call him also dont want...felt quite sad for him though. how can i also forgot his existence? now that i think about it, i feel like kicking myself haha. then when we finally returned, we saw him SITTING AT THE GALLERY
ALONE PLAYING HP... i commented he was most prob emo-ing... but when Gordan ask him to come, he din really wanted lei, or at least, he said something along the lines of wait ah or later... ok, i feel sad...even though he usually dont interact with the class one and always loner one, how can our class actually forgot him and dont really care? but i heard he is damn pro at computing la, almost got an A.
according to seal, computing students are like that one...quite true la, he can do a lot with his graphic calculator.. haha... why mo mo ren dao me? i also dunno...dont care also la... haha, a random comment.
ok i just told my mum about my results for maths...
