Posted on: Tuesday, May 29, 2007
Posted at: 7:50 AM
its so refreshing to just worship and pray while playing the city harvest church dvd... maybe its because i havent really properly worshipped solo for so very long...its always the church that helps create the atmosphere but God's presence can come so strongly still even if there is only me worshipping Him. haha.
to put it simply,
God Rawks! or like what pastor lia said, in modern terms, His House RAWKS! haha...RED RAIN is coming! woots...if u dont know RED RAIN, its not too late to know them. its a renowned rock band, appeared even in 8 DAYS! if u dunno whats 8 days, then er......... haha. anyways, RED RAIN is like the totally HOTTEST ROCKEST BIG PHENOMENON coming to SINGAPORE! check out their website and u would know what i mean... look for my link...haha and they are christians!and the concert is completely free entry! RED RAIN 2007 is going to be amazing! Hearts are going to be impacted, Lives turned around, People going radical for the One and Only... Love is in the air... haha... so if u want to experience something amazing...this is one concert not to be missed... hahas. i yearn and desire to see hearts on fire, lives changed, most importantly, i want people to feel the touch and love of God that i've felt... my life has never been the same...its exciting! LOL
Posted on: Tuesday, May 15, 2007
Posted at: 7:17 AM
so long never blog le so i shall blog a short one now. haha. i realise that when i blog, im always never fully focused on what i want to say...i will get distracted by some thing or another. and currently now, there are emotions and thoughts wirring through my mind. haha.
i really love the verse i put at the front of my blog!!!
i dont want to stop growing...today i was just watching chc's worship dvd and the presence of God just filled the bedroom and i realise that i just dont want to be at this level i am at right now. i want to do more, be more! haha. FAITH AND COURAGE ARISE!
i think the only thing that has been bothering me, though not so much now, is my sense of identity. im a lit student and while im trying to identify other's identity in poems etc, i cant seem to figure out mine. talk about irony. lol. apparently, some people dont really agree with what i do or what i say...but well... most of the time, i m just being me. i wasnt a bimbo till i came to church ok?! and i still dont understand why im considered one. haha. but i guess different people have different sides at different situations. so too bad if u dun like me...cuz my self-esteem is based on God. but sometimes i just wonder wadeva i do or say, is it the real me? haha...oh this is crap...stop brooding over this kind of stuff manz..God will mould me!
im sick of feeling a turmoil of emotions inside but unable to express myself in a proper manner to others. God ah, i really need Your wisdom.
Fe! give me crash course on how to speak properly without embarrasing yourself!~
LOL
Posted on: Thursday, May 03, 2007
Posted at: 5:57 AM
My heart breaks...for those who are lost.
My heart breaks...for those who suppress their emotions.
My heart breaks...for those who have no one to turn to.
Why? Because my heart broke at that time when i experienced all these things.
Sometimes...its not that i dont want to care...
How can i have so much pride? Its just teaching and i can feel myself aching on the inside already. really aching. i mean it. I want to shoot down my pride. And i mean it. I want to be teacheable. And i mean it. I want to be humble. And i mean it. God, how can i have so much pride when i have so much sin? God, by Your Grace, i will be humbled...
