Posted on: Friday, July 21, 2006
Posted at: 7:36 AM
Aye aye captain! Hahas, juz felt like saying smth random.. lol.. oh, today I juz realised that im so unladylike, big revelation! Cannot walk properly la etc etc, but its very fun to skip and walk big steps wat.. oh, and I realised today that im scared of guys whom I dunno well or not in my church, although Im sort of guy-crazy ah, but I only go ga ga over those guys on tv, especially melancholic guys! Diao.. today got a lot of big revelations hor? Oh yea, and I decided that im not going service tml nor to my frenz bdae party, cuz I would probably need half of a day to finish all my hmwk plus study rule. Im really lacking behind in my study rule la. Haiz.. this..sounds like.. an excuse, well, this might not be the main reason im not going but I dun really know wat my heart thinks now so yeah, hahas. Lee Joon Ki is so so so so so beautiful! He very very pretty! Ahh! I will scream if he appears before me manz.. he even prettier than a girl, really! I wanna go korea.. hur hur.. I totally love him in the King and the Clown, especially the sad scenes when he is crying. I feel so scared for him when he faces the king cuz he too pretty already! I have a weird taste of guys, I like guys with melancholic and phoenix eyes and who looks more feminine.. weird, but they are always so shuai and pretty! I like his long hair in this movie but when he got short styled hair ah, wa, also equally nice sia! Haiz, I think I really siao already but im not really that freaking guy crazy la, juz admire pple's good looks lohx, haha, inside I very nice and faithful de la, I think.. well, cannot be sure ma, aniwaes, my bdae coming! Two months frm today! Yay!
Posted on: Friday, July 14, 2006
Posted at: 7:36 AM
Owen is super sad la, I think he is the most unfortunate and sad character among all manz. The only word that I can use to describe him is, sad.. everytime I watch ah, always feel so sadd for him cuz he can only stand in the background and watch the happiness of others, basically, sophie. I like all the pretty pretty melancholic guys, dunno why, cool cool ones are too cool..
Aniwae, enough abt guys, I have made myself sound like a complete guy-crazy freak, but ah, Im always doing things oppositely of wat I really think, so yeah. Im not a guy-crazy freak la, but owen is really nice lehx! Seal say not that shuai, but I think if this kind of guys still not shuai ah, then the world dun have shuai guys liao la! Ok, stop, haiz... must study, must find motivation to study, cannot slack already, hur hur, I cannot stand it, I must find a way to get myself studying... but the thought of it juz puts me off.. waaah.. how?
Stars are really nice right? Too bad my hse there cannot see a lot a lot of stars, I rmb once when I saw the whole sky filled with stars was when I went for p5 camp, everyone was lying down on the ground filled with rocks and gazing at so many many stars, I even took a rock back, triangular shape one, haha.
Red wine is nice, white wine is also nice, I think white wine is cooler whereas I always get warm sensations when I drink red wine.CHOCOLATE! I totally juz love the way it is being pronounced! CHO-CO-LATE! The way it is pronounced in chinese is also very nice, very creamy, very chocolatey feeling..haha, my entry is filled with random stuff..lala, random is GOOD!
Posted on: Monday, July 10, 2006
Posted at: 3:08 AM
Feeling
awful... having extreme ups and downs in my temperature... can't taste a single thing, medicine causing my to sweat like a horse or dog or wadeva. i miss Owen... randomness, tml got farewell party, if i dun get well then i cannot go, hur hur... ahhh, headache, i'm not going to do homework! dowan! can't think properly, let the teachers scold me for all i care, my head is weird... yucks...bored...
Posted on: Sunday, July 02, 2006
Posted at: 7:19 AM
i like Owen! ok, not michael owen but some other owen that is more shuai and blows me away with his charm, ok fine, he's juz a fictatious character... but still, he is shuai la!!! aniwae, he plays a violin! ahh! so romantic can?! im so envious of those who can play really good music...
i did not have the chance when i was young to learn the piano or some other musical instrument, and i so REGRET it... but still, also cannot afford it la... haiz, now, i really want to learn, but i guess im like already too old, *bitter laughs* actually, i dun really noe whether is it just a momentary thing or interest, but i want to try and see whether i got real passion for it or not... i voiced out some of my regrets and ideas of wanting to learn some musical instruments, especially the violin, but my parents just told me straight out to concentrate on studies and dun waste time thinking abt these kind of things. haiz, im sad, when i heard wat they said, my heart went 'piang!' so now, i can only look at pple play and be envious, hur hur. i want to cry...
so, hmm, those who have the chance to learn should continue to develop their talents...i think music brings u to a deeper level and allows u to express ur emotions through beautiful sounds..
i feel an immense sense of satisfaction when i can actually play smth! like juz put a few notes together to make a nice sound, then i will be very happy the whole day... gosh, now i really feel like learning, hur hur, very sad la, dun even have the chance to try, now thinking abt it ah, i really want to learn a lot of things... but now, i can only turn to books lohx...
i read that book, winter rose, and today morning, when i actually put the book down for awhile, i feel so weird, like im also stuck in btw worlds, im not sure where am i animore, took me awhile to return back to normal, im under some spell, hahh...ok, i shld not be so engrossed in the story, hahas, ok, dats random...
