Posted on: Tuesday, April 18, 2006
Posted at: 11:55 PM
haiz...this is so boring... diao, i want to fall aslp...
aniwae, i was watching this korean show, da chang jin right, and it juz aroused my curiosity in the culinary arena, so guess wat? i had this idea of trying out different things with different food, and the 1st thing i used was u noe the campbell's chicken soup! the powdered form...
then guess wat i used to try and enhanced it's taste? i used HL's milk, and it worked! this aroused my curiosity even more and i started wondering whether condensed milk works as well. so i diluted some condensed milk, a little bit and i dumped it into the soup, and the taste was equally wonderful! whee! so now if i dun have fresh milk at home, can use condensed milk! the soup without milk tastes so much plainer...really, now im craazy over milky soups, i love soups which have milk, esp those creamy mushroom soups, but the thing is, my stomach is slightly allergic to milk, so i cannot drink alot, or else later stomach pain...haiz, so sad, i love milk loh! i tell u ah, if my mum allows right, i would have probably turned the whole kitchen upside down...haha, anyone wants to try adding condensed milk to soups? i can gurantee that it tastes nice...even my brother says so...
Posted on: Monday, April 10, 2006
Posted at: 1:25 AM
*With every smile, hides a thousand sorrows...*
*With every laugh, hides a million tears...*
The tighter the bondage, the harder i strive to break free, the more heartbreaks i cause...
The world has turned me into somebody i am not...
-Regretfully victimized-
Posted on: Saturday, April 08, 2006
Posted at: 8:50 AM
yesterday was a BIG day! for cedar eldds i mean...it was the first time we ever acted out a real, meaningful play...it was the first time we ever performed! i was so proud of my juniors kk... and i tink we all really appreciated mr sng...well, at least lilin does, she will always give thanks to the Lord for such a wonderful tcher for eldds...well, its quite true, he's the best tcher we ever got...yeah... so sad, today's the last yr and yesterday was our last play! hur hur... i want to cry...
during the play, i was so nervous for my juniors dat i juz won't keep still and watch the first part of the play... i was wondering wat the audience's reactions were going to be, and whether meenachi will die properly and whether i will be able to see nisha for my cue... diao... and in the end, meenachi was able to really die properly, and i was able to see nisha! and sng said it was a good job, so good loh! the only thing was the audience's reactions...seriously, i really felt like telling them to shut up and stop laughing...they act like they have nvr seen a real play b4, well, i dun tinl they ever appreciated one, they are juz forever looking for some light hearted skit which would bring them a few laughs...at least should have some respect for the play, if not, at least for the casts...their laughter juz affected me somehow and i wasnt able to really feel joyous and full of hope... i noe a good pro actress wont be affected by other circumstances so im going to try harder... well, i was so touched by the msg when sng explained to us and i really wanted to do smth...and really impact others. but it's apparent that this time, the way the msg was brought out wasnt effective and impacting enough...kind of disappointing... but this has really started me thinking, now, i really want to continue drama, and really bring out the various themes and emtions and messages and really impact pple. i want to impact others through drama... after all, i realised that the one who benefits the most is myself...
eldds totally rawks! there's this team spirit and everyone aims for a common goal...to gain recognition for eldds and really perform...i think it's this team spirit that makes me like el so much, i really dote on my juniors kk...haha... i mea, it's smth that i've nvr experienced b4, not anywhere else... everyone juz accepts each other though we may not like each other very much...yups, dats wat i really like...
side-track a bit, someone in class got that guy's msn! hur hur, i want to cry again...i dun dare to do anything, so most of the time, things that i really want will juz slip out of my grasp...so diao, so useless, but i really dunno how...
Posted on: Monday, April 03, 2006
Posted at: 4:31 AM
hur hur...i was stranded at school todaay... didn't realise that the rain would come down so suddenly and it's so BIG... sometimes, big is not really very good...haha
the stupid lightning was flashing and flashing and the thunder was like "boom!" worst still, i dun have umbrella, cuz i lost mine...even if got umbrealla, i won't dare to walk out also... cuz i would be screaming at every lightning that flashes..i was already screaming in the foyer, so can imagine if i start walking out...the office so lousy...no umbrellas to lend me...hmph...at that pt, i wanted to faint le... my poor sick brother alone at home...being a very nice sis, of course i will worry de wad... so i had to spend the time listening to songs again and again with liyana, but we going different way so cannot walk together..and wad song did i listen to? "Sunday Bloody Sunday"...wow... in this weather... how comforting...
we sat at the foyer and waited and waited and waited from 4.30 to 6... haiz...the longest wait ever...the stupid rain keeps pouring down, one monent it will seem to lessen and the nxt moment, there's a huge downpour...someone muz be so sad on dat day that his/her tears muz have evaporated and formed so many clouds... lame...
oh,i finally realised U2 is a christian group, Sng say one... one of my el friends say it was a "humanitarian" group or smth, wadeva is that...
and our script comes frm two of their songs... guess which two? haha, on dat day u will noe... oh aniwae, back to the rain... how i wish the HCI guy would come to fetch me and save me... haha, not really convenient to mention him here cuz after all, im juz thinking nonsense.. so i juz sat there and started to recap the songs he sang yesterday... ok, my mind is really filled with nonsense...waah...i so envious of those who can hug him yesterday... awww today is the last time i can see the whole lot of them together...so sad. but i hated him so much at first no matter how well he sang, but my cousins keep on telling me he's so cute, and i was so swept away by his 2nd last and last song yesterday...pple muz tink im so fickle... haha, but most of the time when i go crazy over guys, it's juz for fun...this time he really impressed me with his vocals..i like! ok, i want to watch tv now!
